what would it be like if u r still around?
will everything be the same as before?
hidding under the blankets crying and wishing u were here doesnt make the pain go away..
did the pain ever leave? i dont know.
how i wish u never left. how i wish u would wrap your hands around me telling everything will be fine 'cause no one will bully you.
never in the last 12 years have i not missed you.
papa.. happy birthday...