i actually have forgotten that day 10 years ago.. last week was the anniversary n i've totally missed it without even realizing. time do heal. but once u've recalled it, the pain is much sharper than anything else.
credits to work and activities that kept me busy and tired. rarely have time to think abt other stuff besides work.
but i still miss him. n i'm starting to lose the memories of him. i have to piece his face back sometimes.
maybe i'm getting older and are getting worst at controlling tears. perhaps after 10years the emotions are leaking out one by one.
do i need to forget?