the mist.the breeze. the walk.
luv the after-rain air today. took a little stroll hm. the weather is too good to be ignored. finally the mist came about instead of air pollutants. ========================================== went back to work after my core leave. feel outright weird from top to toe. trying very hard to get the momentum back but failed terribly. not to mention i'm super duper blur today. thank goodness i wasn't doing my reporting *phew* i'm wondering when will this 1-liner blogging ever stop.
it's here
my well deserved break is finally here. yea FINALLY. but before clearing leave i w have to clear my work 1st. feel super duper not peaceful nw. am afraid that i missed out anything not handed over properly. i'm hoping i did all i could to lessen my buddy's workload. i'm going back to the unsecure zone again. so many things got me thinking. shld i cont to hang on or shld i end all this now? this is getting nowhere. so many qns unanswered. so much emotions unattended. and so much pain inflicted. be strong ger. stay strong for ur own sake. maybe i'm just tired. i deserve this break. i need to go away to clear my mind. heopfully i can get the answers i want when i'm back. but i don't even know what i want.
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