one reason why i'm still up at this hour is due to the double shot of expresso i had at cartel. i must be crazy to drink that at 9pm. anywayz.. my weekends are tooooooo short. or maybe it's because i've spent too much time sleeping.
i don't hate my job. in fact i'm loving this job although i've to wake up b4 sunrise. the people are nice, the environment encourages learning, working culture are fantastic too. but i just can't seemed to use my weekend well. i would just sleep half the day away. and thats bad.
i need my paycheck to come in soon. all i could see before my eyes are endless bills to be paid and daily expenses to be met. the thought of not having enough cash just give me the creeps. i feel the small burden on me now. thats wat it means by working yeah. when i worked after graduating from poly, i only need the paycheck to fund for my allowances in uni. but now it seems different given the fact that i still need to give household allowance. =(
and there's this rumour that results will be out next week. this don't give me the creeps. this FRIGHTENS me. i have no wish to fail or to get a lousy grade degree. that is true.