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it's not fun anymore

so many stuff in my mind. too little space. too cranked up. demoralized.

i've the urge to exercise my "don't care" option moments ago. i've the urge to break down just now. i've the urge to run away from everything.

i spent too much time studying without leisure. period.

i was wishing for someone who would juz take me away for a while. i was hoping such a person exist. going back to face my books really is too much for me or at least for today. i cannot remember when was the last time i truly enjoyed my day.

to make things worst. relc booked the most suckiest venues for my papers. this juz further add on to my unhappiness.

i can't differentiate whether is this stress or the rebellious part of me acting up. i've totally screwed up the study-leisure balance. i guess i'll feel worst than wat i'm feeling currently in a few weeks time. i can't guarantee that i will not break down then.

we were carefree and happy as kids. i wan to a child again.

woah...

it's bye bye curls n hello straight hair. chop my hair by quite a few inches. the stylist were having fun chopping my hair ytd n i had no objections at all. haha.

let's see hw long this will last.

convocation 2008

one look n u'll know i'm not the one who has graduated. but still i wish i'm one of the "harry potter" that day. anywayz

congrats to weilin!

u're officially out of the long long mugging period. i'm like dying of envy especially in this kind of time. i want to be a grad too! can i get my cert without the last exam? haha. impossible. i know

now that my best fren is out of the education system, i have to mug my a** off to get the degree i desire. should i be complacent and just accept what is already in for me? i can't. i'm too competitive against myself to accept that. there are times where i really want to just aim for a pass for all my papers. it's not so difficult to pass. scoring is hard. having what's already there for me without putting a fight it's not justifiable

my stress level will be hitting the highest point soon. signs are indicating all the rising stress level. i'm getting increasingly grouchy, impatient, prickly, and not forgetting easily irritated these days. soon i'll become a porcupine with a "leave me alone" sign hanging on my door

so dear frens, IF u are so unfortunate to experience all this i really need your understanding. it's not that i hate u it's just that everything else irritates me. i guess nothing satisfies me during this period


i need to mug

i have to mug

i hate studying

lagging.lagging.lagging

i'm soo behind my study schedule.main reason is due to procrastination. but i'm picking up again so things are kinda speeding up a little. right now i'm too hungry to type. but while waiting for my rice to be cooked i shall continue to procrastinate. haha. can't study now the level of motivation currently is negative.

due to some upgrading works the contractors cut off my blk's water supply today. i tell u it's not fun at all. thinking that i could survive during my npcc camp in pulau ubin years back, i thought i will be unaffected today. WRONG. the weather today just made things worst. the level of humidity is high enough to kill me. been dying for a shower since 1pm and i refuse to bathe with the water from the "artificial well" (it's just some big bucket my mother used to store water) so i've to endured with the stickiness for the whole day. but thankfully the water supply is back 2 hours earlier than it was originally planned.

i will cherish the water from the flowing tap. the precious clean water made my day today.

i love u. u love me. we r one happy family.

i'm out of my mind.