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the day of the year

i m i s s m y d a d d y

it just got me thinking

went to watch the movie, Shutter last night and my view on this movie?

NOT GOOD ENOUGH

yea... the parts which are suppose to scare ppl are too predictable and is it scary? no no no. not at all. the thai verision is much better. if u are thinking of watching this, u can spend the money on buying the vcd of the thai version.

shu says i'm immune to horror movies so how i feel abt the movie is not really accurate. BUT this movie is really nt up to standard.. the ghostly parts are just bits and pieces taken from various japanese horror movies. for example u could see several parts of megumi (the ghost) as sadako (the ring).

i'm still waiting for one horror movie that can scare me. haha. which by shu again "it's not possible" but i'll still wait.. hehe

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heard something ytd which made me think a little.

am i really such a horrifying group member? so much so that some ppl r just trying to keep away from me?

yes i admit that during the poly days i can drive ppl nuts during proj meetings but most of the time i'm doing the work isn't it? i do condemn ppl who doesn't do work or expect to be spoonfed by doing nth. doesn't slacking arnd conributing minimal effort deserves scolding? i'm not some nice sweet girl who will ask u politely that could u stop playing games n do your work? could u stop going for breaks n start doing something? projects mean serious business isn't it? i'm just playing the bad person then n this is what i get. it's just a whole lot of bullsh*t.

i can't really say i dun care abt this coz i do take friendships seriously. when i heard those things ytd i can't help but to feel 委屈 for myself. striving so hard to get good project grades during that period seems to be a waste of time. taking in all the sh*t work n enduring all those attitute problems, free-riders, incompetent group members is not part of my plan at all. in fact, during those times i always think that ppl are able to differentiate between serious business and private affairs. how stupid.

thinking back y do i try so hard? sacrificing slp n meals just to make sure that the project is up to standard n good grades are awarded seems so stupid now. ppl fear me because of my temper? think again. i'm not some woman constantly having pms everyday of my life. n i really doubt that i will give u a hard time if u complete your work responsibly. maybe that is y i give up on education system that requires project work n choose uol instead.

ok end of grumbling. shall brush this off my mind from now.

mugging is still on my top list but i'm losing my momentum every now and then. i have to be 100% focus because i have no wish to screw my results during my last year. come to think of it if i'm in nus i guess i'll be having hell. i'm not saying uol exams do not give me hell but the level is different. studying b&f is something i've chosen but if i were to go to nus majoring in econs i think i'll give up pretty soon. in uol i'm 愿打 and 愿挨 but economics will always NOT be in my list. having a gpa of 3.5 but forgoing local uni what will be my opportunity costs? i've no idea.

when those 长辈 ask where do i study and when i reply 'sim' they will just give u this atypical face mainly because their children are either under-grads or grads from local uni. screw them. haha. when u r in local uni doesn't mean u're more superior than ppl holding a foreign degree. so stop being so "ya ya papaya" HAHAA

this post is too long. shall stop for now.

here i am

chin chin is back. away from the horrendous mock prelims but near to the actual exams. revision lectures are starting next week and i just wish i could graduate without the exams. it's so tiring, taxing and stressful. this is worst than any of the exams i've taken in my entire life. apparently all my frens know that but not those at home. being taken for granted is normal but why all the rubbish on me? never understood and i guess i never will. i was so stupid to think that with cable tv i could have a better life. this option can only applies at its own discretion. my prepaid cable tv doesn't seem to provide me with the greatest contribution (actually the cost is more towards sunk)


anywayz i would have to endure for couple months more n big plans here i come! but until then i'll mug my ass off.. *grumbles*

the last one

ok.. i think i've abandoned my blog long enough and it's time to do some updates (but i seriously don't think anyone will be reading my blog.. hehe)

the last prelim exams for my degree are here and i can kinda predict my results even before it has ended. because it's too late to study for prelims and what i can do now is to focus on the actual exams in may-june. can't wait for 10th june coz i'll be a free bird by then but before that i really need to mug, mug and mug.

this few days i've got the sudden urge to k quite badly. perhaps my mind is complaining that i'm spending most of my time mugging and none is left for entertainment. even shu has time to pak LAN but i spent it on CSI for 3 hrs each week. thats my entertainment. feel quite pathetic. even though i've spent time studying my prelim results will still suck quite badly.

for now my wish is to k for 3 hours then i will continue with my mugging for the last exam.