更年时代已经到来
而我将会受到池鱼之殃
为什么遭殃的是我???
为什么一定是我???
为什么都是我???
为什么???
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the period of trouble is approaching yet again... it nv fails to come... i wonder why... as usual i'm the sacrificer, it always seems to be the case... i wonder why...
all these years the ultimate pattern nv changes, not a single bit... i really do detest it... hanging that word by the mouth seems so convenient and good to use... but i hate that word... it nv fails to make me feel disappointed all this while... i'm losing bit by bit the fond memories that i've stored from the day i can remember, the bad ones are taking over... how nice...
22 years n counting... i'm thinking how long this can last...