trying to figure out wat to write...
yup as wat the title indicates i have no idea wat to blog abt... maybe i shld close this blog for good because recently i feel more obliged to blog instead of blogging willingly... perhaps i will think abt that very seriously... sch will start in less than 3 weeks' time... i'm not sure whether i'm anticipating for sch to start or not coz i just feel that i'm so ill-prepared of everything... having my study machines procrastinate for more than a year makes me think that i might have problems reactivating them again... most importantly my study material has yet to arrive... *roll eyes* =========================== meet up with my secondary sch babes ytd... although the weather wasn't very cooperative i guess we still had fun... of coz it's leen who saved us from the rain and the busy crowd on weekends by driving us arnd and sending us hm... things have changed so much for my secondary sch classmates that just left me in awe... one of my classmates is actually having her second baby boy... it's like my gosh she going to be a mother of 2 boys?!?! and i really very "pei fu" her bcoz i definately will not wan such heavy commitments now... there's too much things that i wanted to do and i've yet to even start enjoying my life to the fullest... it might sound quite selfish bcoz the main character is always me presently... but i really do not wan to let my baby to have a "burden" over his forehead bcoz i've not played enough... and i'm sure the thought of my baby as "darling" will come at the right time...
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