a new chapter in my life..
start of sch = a brand new start for once i'm going to be selfish.. this new start will be purely for me, myself and i.. it's pretty hard to put down in words to wat i mean by saying that.. mainly because i want to throw everything away.. major housekeeping i might say.. i'm nt going to feel pain/sadness when it comes to relationships.. i admit that i've been avoiding what i really feel deep inside bcoz of fear.. fear of being hurt, fear of rejection, fear of 1001 things.. but now no.. i do not wish for that anymore.. i'm juz someone who wish that the person i'm in love with will be happy.. so i'll ended up encouraging him to go for the girl of his dreams.. stupid or watever u may call me.. i don't care.. i know that this start will be different..
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