it sux.. have been dreaming of daddy quite a lot lately... in the dream everything is just like any other day before i was 14 except that in the dream i'm 20 yrs old but daddy is still 42 yrs old.. i like the time where each morning we'll have breakfast together before he sends me to sch.. when bad things happen, he will assure me that everything is fine bcoz he's there for me.. he's the one who bought my first and only keyboard although mom doesn't seems to like it.. he's the only parent that turns up at the ferry terminal to pick me up when i went for my first camp at pulau ubin.. he's also the one who taught me how to tie a tie and polish leather boots..
yeah.. i guess i juz miss him bcoz Qing Ming Festival is coming in a couple of weeks.. maybe..........