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2 more days to end of 2005

started work at iBM today.. actually it doesn't even consider work because i just don't feel like i'm working but slacking.. and that's bad... haiz.. wat to do.. but still haf to thank lydia for intro-ing me the job.. the pay is still acceptable and sicne i'm left with 3 more months of freedom why shouldn't i be working?

going to work is like doing morning and evening exercise everyday because i've to walk all the way from the bus stop outside expo into cbp.. and it's like damn far la.. took around 15mins if i'm walking fast.. taking bus to expo is like less than 10 min but the walking part is killing me.. no wonder lydia and min took cab to work daily.. haha..

got to know a couple of new collegues but they are from dif dpt.. pretty loud, noisy, lame and ermm.. yah they are all smokers.. i need more friends who are non-smokers.. haaha.. just jking.. smokers are just fine too..

hope tue will be one better day coz looking at the numbe rof reports to generate daily was like "wah!!! mountains!!!!" also, i'm using SAP.. calling TP BIT students this 3 letters ring a bell? haaha.. damn sad.. just can't shake off the it part and be business for once.. and oh yah.. pivot tables will still be my best friend for my new job.. -_-"

tmr is new year's eve but i gotta rot at home bcoz mama going to work.. suppose to go shopping with her but has to be cancelled.. so disappointed.. *weeps* was feeling so enthu abt tmr coz there's like 1001 things i wan to do but i guess i pinned too high hopes...

bored bored bored bored.. argh!

Bogoshipda

was surfing through the kwon sang woo's sg webbie and found the mtv for the theme song, "Bogoshipda" for the show Stairway to Heaven.. the clip has all the best scenes in the show.. fav part is the scene where kwon sang woo was crying outside the cafe.. great plot and nice songs.. enjoy!!!

Merry X'mas to u..

x'mas day and i ended up late for my first appointment.. was suppose to meet lin at pasir ris to go watch celine dance @ 10.45am.. but i woke up at 9.45am.. first reaction.. "wtf!?!?!" yes, not very nice to speak vulgarities on such a nice day but i'm terribly late.. but thanks to lin's dad to pick me up from my hse and send us to the church.. otherwise i'll be dead when i reach pasir ris on my own..

reached hm at about 4 plus and my darling dog gave me a pretty bite on my hand.. i suspect he hates me thats why he loves biting me so much...haiz.. done with most of the "celebrations" for x'mas and now i'm just rotting at home.. yawnz.. maybe i need some sleep..

merry x'mas to all! =>

自我催眠

人群里面那个我把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
等着红灯那个我还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着却静静沉默
在我们之间爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过
我想要学会自我催眠
聪明再多一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
慢慢闭上双眼

juz an update..

6th day without work.. and i feel like i'm turning mouldy... how encouraging..

went to watch King Kong with lin ytd.. long movie is my final comment.. about 3 hours long and King Kong does not appear only after 1 hour and 22 minutes.. yes.. i actually was counting the time for his appearence.. overall rating is still above average as the first 1.5 hours is rather draggy for me..

it's raining outside now, really hope that this year x'mas is not a wet one.. =>

i need to work..

also, not forgetting that today is Weihao's bdae!
Happy Birthday!

wonderful sat

ytd was a super busy one.. not that i've went out or something.. in fact i've revamp my room a little.. clear my room of all dust and rubbish that needs to be dumped.. new year is coming and i wish my new year is a clean one.. haha..

relocate my stuff here and there.. moved all my TP 3 years worth of notes and books to have more room for other stuff.. gave my 2 big notice boards a minor makeover and start putting up my 2006 calendars.. haha... enthu rite..

my darling dog bite my ytd.. pain is wat i gain... one day i'll bite the dog back...

i'm blessed by soo many ppl

ytd was my last day @ ocbc and it sure was a busy one too.. started the day with the unfinished stuff from the previous day and that lasted almost throughout the day.. the last day doesn't really have much impact to me as the day is just like any other.. but when farewell gifts start to take up more n more spaces on my desk and my collegues asking me what are my plans etc, the "last day" thingy just came back to me..

really have to thank the whole office of more than 30 ppl for all the gifts and wishes given to me.. though i've lost count on the num of times i've said "thank you" but who cares.. haha.. out of soo many gifts that i've received, i'm most overwhelmed by the necklance that they gave me.. a 18k white gold with gems pendant and necklance from SK jewellery. the gift doesn't really frightens me but the price does. the receipt printed $99. -_-"

also, the porcelain cowie bank is my fav too! it's a "piggy" bank but it's the shape of a cow and with many beautiful colours on it. now there's something to add on to my cowie collection.. =>

well.. there are complains from me that the work @ ocbc is boring but i've met wonderful ppl there as they are all ready to give all they could... i think i'll miss them lots.. =>

i want to be cured right away..

am still feeling very unwell despite the fact that i've almost finish all my medication. "vomitting" is my new friend that has been accompanying me this few days. i'll vomit when i'm hungry or even when i'm full. am just so afriad to eat now, cause everything will end up in the toilet bowl. pretty irritating to me as i'm like soooooooo hungry now but the 2 spoons of rice that i ate just now were in the "u know where is it" place.

my voice has return, my nose is no longer blocked but i'm still coughing my lungs out. i need someone to cure instantly as it's really getting on my nerves.

the "eat or not to eat" qns has really put me in a very difficult position, but the results will the same. maybe i shld just give up on eating.

i'm bored can...

boring day. with the cold bug coming and leaving my body is not something to be happy of. everything seems to be in slow motion today. waking up feeling super sleepy, trying to finish my bowl of noodles seems to be an eternal affair, tv shows are just as boring. when i finally gave up on all stuff, i came to sit down infront of the computer and i realise i got no purpose to use the computer. what a sad life.

MC Day 2..

2nd and last day of my MC.. feeling much much better after dunno how many hours of sleep.. i just lost count on the numbers.. guess i really slept too much.. the cold is gone but the cough is still haunting me.. getting kind of bored so i wrote something really wu liao:

The Diary of Rust Aka Zai Zai:

My first diary on what happened to my life as a pet dog in the Poh-s family. Shall begin with a short introduction of myself. I'm a male jack russell aged 1year and a few months old. My daddy and mommy gave me the name "Rust" but in the end the they adopted the nick "Zai zai". I live with daddy, ah-ma and gu gu (aunt). yeah.. how humanly right? Occassionally, mommy will bring me back to her house for a short "holiday".

When people first saw me, they will notice my long "rabbit look alike" ears. As i'm not a pure breed, gu gu always say i'm a mix of jack russell and rabbit. That sounds werid isn't it? IF i'm really a mix of rabbit i should love carrots right? haha..

The first item on my fav list is EAT. "Mum mum" (eat) is the my fav word, anyone with food is my best friend but those who don't i'll reconsider our relationship. hehe.. I love all kinds of food including human food, but somehow those humans don't share with me their food. Fruits after dinner is a must for me, love to eat pears and apples. Although i've tried eating banana, pineapple and other different kind of fruits, pears and apples are still my fav.

I also love to be "sayang" by people and i do mean by PEOPLE, which means i would want anyone or everone to sayang me when i want them to. Indicator for sayang? When i fall flat on my 4s or when i start jumping onto you, you should start sayang-ing me. That is why when people walk past the corridor i run towards the gate and act "cute".

I understand what my family members are talking about but i just wouldn't listen simply because i'm a dog. But when the cane comes out, i'll have to be very very good otherwise my butt will hurt a lot..

I am very sensitive to my surroundings and towards new noise. The slightest noise will start my unchained melody of barking.

Life has been very good as i've gained a few pounds of fats eversince the first time i've stepped into the house. I love to play but i get tired easily too. 15mins of fetching will leave me gasping for more air. However, i love to climb the stairs when i'm out "strolling". Although i lived on the 8th floor i'm just soooo attracted to the stairs when i saw them. No matter how hard gu gu tried to drag me away from the stairs, she will give in eventually and accompany me to my 16 storeys exercise. This is why ah-mah don't want to bring me out for strolling.

If you think that i'm not afraid of anything, your're wrong. I'm afraid of thunders, lightning or all rainy weathers. When the sky turns dark, i'll either hide under the sofa or inside my cage. No matter how you pulled me out, i'll just go back to my hidding place ultimately.

Time for my nap! Shall hacked into daddy/gu gu's computer when i have the chance!!!

MC Day 1..

din went to work today as i wasn't feeling very good.. went to the doctor's and was given 2 days of MC for my cold and cough.. feeling soooooooooooo tired and restless now although i just woke up from a short nap..

nth interesting happened in my life recently except that my contract is ending next week and i'll have to start to job hunt again.. haiz..

i need to sleep..

look at the time now.. i shld be in bed sleeping.. but the problem now is i can't fall asleep.. been tossing and turning on the bed since 12am.. and woah oh woah i'm still awake though i'm physically tired... somehow my brain just refush to shut-down and rest... this is just soo frustrating..

can someone just knock me out????