was suppose to be out to get the order made cushion sets with my mom.. but the weather spoil the plan.. mom and the dog is sleeping away leaving me rotting infront of the computer..
couple more months to my dad's death anniversary.. missing him lots as time pass by.. guess there are things which couldn't be forgotten no matter what is the time span... 6 years have passed and things have changed.. but it has not being forgotten.. is it because i'm still holding on to it? i dunno.. the only thing i know is i do not wish to forget my dad's voice and most importantly, his face.. anywayz.. i do envy ppl who have a complete family no matter whether their parents are divorced or nt, coz at least they could still see them when they want to.. but i guess i'm too proud to show it..
i alwayz tell ppl who says "sorry" when they know my dad is no longer around that they don't have to feel any sympathy towards me.. coz i'm considered lucky as my dad is there for me for 14 years.. and i know i still have his love with me...
anywayz to all reading this entry.. treasure your parents, don't take them for granted.. they don't owe u anything in fact we are the one who owe them coz they give us lives..
pa pa.. miss u lots...