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bored again.... Tuesday, March 29, 2005 10:13 PM am bored again.. tats y trying to blog again... having a break from thinking how to commit suicide thanks to mr leow who trys to die everytime when he recalls that SMU haven notify him to go for interview.. haha... relax man... no worries.. u can make it!
lets kinda recall what i've did since ytd after going to premas.. the meeting ended earlier then expected because the computer was unable to debug and run the project due to some server error.. so i guess it's a wasted trip.. regina suggested that she could drop by today to school to take a look at the project.. in the end, she nv turn up.. so went to the usual kopitiam and eat.. as usual the 2 growing boys of the group eat mountains of food especially the slow heartbeat rate one... hehe.. den the boys were thinking of colouring and highlighting their hair at kimage funan but they would have to make appointments at the designated dates i guess.. in the end, brought them to cut n curl at bedok central to do their hair.. n as for me.. i accompanied them because i had nth better to do.. haha... went for dinner and coffee at tamp after that.. so coincidently that kaifeng (jiawen's fren) was around the area and he joined us.. talked a lot of stuff.. some serious and some which just let us had a good laugh.. most of it concerns the future.. and i have no goals yet.. haha.. so listening to 3 future planning guys mightbring some light in my life.. went to sch at 10am today and found that majority of the group was late.. wasn't really bothered until some incident happened.. so when it's like 130pm.. i've decided that i've had enuff.. and enuff means enuff.. sick of repeating the same qns and requesting for replies from any one of them.. at that critical time, the attitude in me build up and i just left them at the lab.. maybe they think that i'm pissed, angry or pms-ing.. but in fact i'm none of those mentioned.. i just felt that i'm wasting time there when no one has the mood to do anything.. just being guai lan at that time and i really couldn't care about anything n everything... went straight to find lin n celine at tamp central.. think the attitude that i has might be bad.. but i don't care any more.. i'm not gonna make any more decisions, remind ppl what to do, give morning calls, nag at ppl, asking them to do work.. nope.. i am not going to do that anymore..u guys are free from me now.. so slack in any ways or forms u ppl desire.. i won't be bothered.. maybe those reading these might feel that i'm pissed tats y i wrote all those things.. no.. i'm not.. i just realise that if one dun have the drive or self-discipline, no matter how much u push them they will still be the same.. thats what i've learnt.. ppl have different goals in life.. mine at that time was to do well and get good grades.. for others.. i dunno.. some might study for the sake of studying.. money or monetary rewards are more encouraging then one cert.. anywayz.. who bothers.. dun feel like writing anymore.. tbc.. |