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Haiz..

Kinda pissed yesterday because of a sudden news. Something which i really do not wish to hear, this kind of things are really driving me nuts. Can i say it's irresponsible for that person to inform us at the last minute? I don't know, but i really feel it is so. I did try to gather everyone and confirm the meeting days before i make any decisions, all that person did is keep playing with other people's hair. Argh! Even if it's a not confirm date, inform everyone at least we can have a backup plan. Throwing the bomb to me when everything is settled and YOU expect me to make changes just for your sake? YOU think just by 3 hours everything can be settled? How naive you are. How selfish you are, wanting people to change their appointments and dates for your sake? Don't make me hate you, really don't force me to do so. I've tried to control my temper so that the atmosphere in the group is good and we can work cohesively. I know how bad my temper can be and that is why i'm trying all i can to curb my feelings. I know i'm also not really doing my work that well for the group, i reflect on myself and i try to think for the group. If you think the project is not important to you and you prefer to do your things, fine do all you want. I think all of us reserves the right to remove you from the group.

Why am i saying all this here instead of to you? Because i want everything to be good in the group and what i've written above are my frustrations and unhappiness towards your actions. Some all them may not sound that good, that is precisely why i wrote it here instead of saying it to you. I'm not pointing my finger at you but at your behaviour, i have nothing against you as a person and I do not care about your personal life neither do i want to tolerate your nonsense. There are things in my life which i truly detest and being irresponsible is one of them, really hope that you realize the importance of the trust being placed on you.

Sometimes i wonder whether am i such a difficult person to work with? Maybe those who work with me before can tell me. Perhaps being a perfectionist is not that perfect afterall.