For once more, I'm proven for my stupidity on directions and reading of maps. Can't be help, it took me quite a while to know where's my left and right. Until now, I still don't know where's the north, south, east and west directions. Hehe.. What to do, it's in the genes. My dear mother also don't know her directions well and she can get lost in Tampines central easily.

Went to PREMAS to talk to the in-charge of the FYP. Nearly had a serious mental block there because there's too much information being downloaded into my brain. Although we spoke for about 2 hours, the amount of information we have to take in is tooo much. Think really need time to digest it better and put those infor in a nicer picture.

Think today really is not my day because I've knocked myself against the wall. Yeah, it just happened. Knocked my head against the wall accidentally, now there's a small bump there. Hurt a little but still feeling fine.

Sylvester Sim did well for today's performance. As predicted, Christopher Lee's singing is terrible. Maybe he should stay at home or go to KTV to sing. Taufik amazed me with his performance, never knew he could sing like that. Although the final 6 are doing well and some really have great voices, Singapore's standard is still not that good as compared to other countries.

There are a lot of questions in me now, hope to find the answers through someone but I don't have the courage to face the answers. You people must be thinking stupid me rite? Yes, on certain times I am and silly too. But there's certain things which I treasure so much that I don't wish to put them at risks. I just feel that I need to sort out the things in my mind before making any decisions reason being everything is in a huge mess now and I don't know how to deal with them. Sometimes I just lose my courage and prays that everything will be fine so that I don't have to deal with it. Avoid is bad, very bad.. Know that too, but it just happen sometimes.