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Ouch..

For once more, I'm proven for my stupidity on directions and reading of maps. Can't be help, it took me quite a while to know where's my left and right. Until now, I still don't know where's the north, south, east and west directions. Hehe.. What to do, it's in the genes. My dear mother also don't know her directions well and she can get lost in Tampines central easily.

Went to PREMAS to talk to the in-charge of the FYP. Nearly had a serious mental block there because there's too much information being downloaded into my brain. Although we spoke for about 2 hours, the amount of information we have to take in is tooo much. Think really need time to digest it better and put those infor in a nicer picture.

Think today really is not my day because I've knocked myself against the wall. Yeah, it just happened. Knocked my head against the wall accidentally, now there's a small bump there. Hurt a little but still feeling fine.

Sylvester Sim did well for today's performance. As predicted, Christopher Lee's singing is terrible. Maybe he should stay at home or go to KTV to sing. Taufik amazed me with his performance, never knew he could sing like that. Although the final 6 are doing well and some really have great voices, Singapore's standard is still not that good as compared to other countries.

There are a lot of questions in me now, hope to find the answers through someone but I don't have the courage to face the answers. You people must be thinking stupid me rite? Yes, on certain times I am and silly too. But there's certain things which I treasure so much that I don't wish to put them at risks. I just feel that I need to sort out the things in my mind before making any decisions reason being everything is in a huge mess now and I don't know how to deal with them. Sometimes I just lose my courage and prays that everything will be fine so that I don't have to deal with it. Avoid is bad, very bad.. Know that too, but it just happen sometimes.

Yum Yum..

Can't really say today is a busy day, I just travel more and walk more distances. Met Weihao for lunch at Hans, the food there is good as compared to the branch at Far East Plaza. Finally see the peak hour in Shenton Way, soo crowded everywhere. Although I have to go all the way down to Raffles Place, I feel that it's worth it because found another place to have good food and I can jio more people there the next time.

After lunch went to meet Weilin at Tampines. Was suppose to meet her in school but she said she will be ending her FYP meeting soon, so decided to wait for her in Tampines central. In the end, lydia, shu, kat and louis tag along. Quite nice to have a crowd around, it's been some time eversince we met up. Bought a tee from Samuel & Kevin, yes yes I know I shouldn't spend money anymore but it's necessity. Haha.. EXCUSES! Saw this watch from Guess so nice, but i guess the price very nice also. Hehe.. Realise that a lot of brands are coming up with watches which I find very amusing. Shu bought a bag from converse; Lin and Kat bought tees too. Wanted to get something from the Body Shop but they don't seemed to have the stock, think have to go Bedok and buy.

Oh yah, saw an old friend at Tampines today. It's been about one and a half year since we saw each other. Still find it very funny when I think of how I knew him few years ago. *grinz*

2nd blog for the day..

2nd blog entry for the day.. Still bored like mad, kinda frustrated over a super small thing. Maybe I should learn to put things aside or dump it in the rubbish bin. Anyway found this quiz and somehow I'm really like that.. Hehe..


Tomboy

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I doubt I'm that bad like what is described above. I'm just a little mischievious thats all, haha! Well, I learnt all the tricks from my elder brother and I don't play with Barbie Dolls. Instead, I play with the "weapons" of Ninja Turtles. Haha.. Still remember it's a gift from my aunt for my brother, but if you got weapons you need to find people to fight with you right? Haha..

Boring..

Just like any other day, but somehow I refuse to do what I'm suppose to do. Maybe I really need a break, a clean break from all sorts of pollution. Quite missed the days where I'll go cycling at East Cost Park, go down the slope and start speeding like nobody business. Hehe..

Though like any other day but something did happen in the morning, I got locked in my own room! Yesh, the door knob just refuses to turn but amazingly it just work and I don't have to tear the door down. Haha..

By t he way, tomorrow is Weiling's Birthday. Happy Birthday Bimbo.. Hehe.. Think you should be having fun in NUS rite, anyway we'll just find one day to meet up and bitch again. November is approaching, this is the most expensive month. Why? Because there's so many people whose bday fall on that month(well, that includes me!). Turning one year older in about 2 weeks time, damn hitting the 2 next year. Haha, I'm not very particular about the digits but having a different digit means that there will be greater and heavier responsibilities isn't it? Whichever the case, really hope that everything is smooth sailing for the new semester.

Long long time..

It's been a long time since I last blogged.. What I can say is I'm really busy for the past week and guess what I don't know what I'm busy with.. Overall summary will be making frequent trips out, strengthening my vocab for the sake of SAT and trying to finish up this book: "The Assassination of Marilyn Monroe".

One exciting but expensive thing happened on Tuesday, I got my contact lens! But this really burn a hole in my pocket. I thought that I would about 3 hours in the optician store to try to fit in the lens. Amazingly, I picked up the skills within a couple of tries.

Hmm.. Maia is out of Singapore Idol. Is that good news or bad for Singapore? I personally feel that Maia's performance is good and very "Maia", the only thing missing is 新鲜感. If I really want someone out that would be Taufik or Leandra. Christopher finally found the correct song or genre for himself. However, I feel he still need to put in more effort in proving himself as a singer instead of only having cute looks. Sometimes I wonder who prepare the clothes that the contestants wear, because I think Olinda really needs someone new to arrange her clothes. Yes like what Dick Lee said she made one of the judges very happy for the night because she's wearing a dress but maybe she should pick a different dress reason being she looks like one who works in the night club.

Anyway this is for Weihao, I think the whole world knows u simply adore and love Maia but she's out thats the fact! Hehe... *bleh*

Yeah!

Oh Yeah! Jerry is finally out of the competition! Finally, Singaporeans know who to vote. It's a fact that Jerry can't sing but it is also a fact that he has sportsmanship: His forever-there smile says it all. But I guess the big suprise for the night is Olinda Cho. When I saw what she worn I thought I'm in a night club, haha... She really looks like a mama-san from some night club. Anyway, really hope Singaporeans know clearly who they should vote as I still feel Christopher Michael Lee shouldn't be in the competition.

The new girl who is suppose to take over my job at KRTC resigned on Thursday. Somehow I feel bad, because I told her too much things but what I said were nothing but truth. Maybe I really should shut my mouth then let her seek the truth instead of knowing it from my mouth. She says she's unable to work with "him". Yes, I totally agree but she should at least give "him" a chance before sentencing him to hell. I know how hard it is to work with "him" because I was there for 4 months but I also know sometimes "he" just don't mean it. I might bitch about "him", however I feel sad when things become that bad. The place where I tried to make it a nice place to work in and the place where it once was so comfortable for me. But now everything has changed, the changes are so drastic that I don't even feel like going back. The only reason that makes me feel like going back is the kids.

Things change but not humans, that's what I truly believe in. When someone tell me that he/she is willing to change and wants me to tell them which are the areas they should work on I just don't know how. The reason is simple, 江山易改本性难移 or a leopard never changes its spots. When "he" asked me whether he's that hard to work with, I truly don't know how to answer "him". Because I know I'll be too frank for his own good. I know myself; I'm too frank when I speak and sometimes I hurt people without knowing it so I've long decided to keep my mouth shut if I know I'm gonna say something bad. "忠言逆耳" is something to describe the reason why I don't want to be too frank with people. What sounds good to me might not be the case for other people.

Guess what, I'm down with flu again. Argh! Hate it soooo much!

信仰爱情

信仰爱情
曲：林毅心 词：彭资闵

这场雨不知从何开始 真实 是你接近我的清醒
像是兴奋剂 麻醉了自已 见你我措手不及
我试着问过我自已 无解深深着迷 迷失自已
越想接近你 越怕没有你 有没有好运降临
给我 信仰爱情的勇气 我的世界只有你
甜蜜确定 不放弃就让我可以深情 闭上眼精
深深呼吸 遇见你我是如此幸运 给我一个机会拥抱你
一生一秒也不要 忽远忽近 看不清给我允许守候你
从今天起 信仰爱情 有意义 因为你 我相信 因为有你

Quite a nice song by 范逸臣 but it's kinda old though. This song is recorded in his 2nd album if I'm not wrong. The songwriter, 林毅心, I think he's a Singaporean, written numerous songs but I guess not much people know who he is. Been trying to search for all the old chinese songs and came across this song. Another song which I think is a very good song is "每次都想呼喊你的名字". There are quite a number of versions done by different singers. The original singer should be 张学友 but for myself I prefer the version sung by 永邦.You guys could checkout the songs if you are free.

Well well, lets see what I have been doing this few days. Went to school on Monday to meet up with my FYP group to finish up the initial project proposal. Went to school feeling good but as time goes by I'm feeling worst, think partially because of the weather. On the way to one of my groupmate's car to take a look at the technical report done up by the seniors was feeling so giddy. Finally, I gave up fighting with my body to get myself standing because my head was killing me and then my kind groupmate gave me a lift back home. My temperature went up and down within a few hours but I'm well the next day so din really bother to go to the doctor.

Went to Orchard to meet my sec school frens on Tuesday and as usual I'm spending $$$. Someone really need to confiscate my cards and stop me from spending like flowing water. Bought a tee from adidas and one card holder from Wallet Shop, still I'm spending too much!!!

Today is finally a day whereby I didn't spend a dollar, hehe.. Went to buy groceries with my mother so everything bought is paid by my mother. =P

sunday afternoon...

Sunny Sunday afternoon, doing nothing except planning for FYP meeting and trying to read my book. That's cool, yesterday I was reading till 2+am and decided that I should stop because I was reading too much. Haha, that's the problem with me, I nv like to drag when I read a book. I always like to finish the book asap, this is to prevent myself from forgetting the details if I spend a week reading 1 book.

Went to Robinsons sale @ expo yesterday for the 2nd time, but this time I'm with my mom. Nearly fainted when I reached the doorstep, there's just tooo many people and suddenly I feel as if I'm a dwarf. Bought the Mango perfume @ $48 but I'm not the one who got the hole in the pocket so not really that painful, hehe..

After that, went to the temple at Defu Lane. Very interesting functions going on yesterday as it's one of the deities so called bdae. The celebrations will be going on till think 22nd Oct and the people promised the last day celebration will be more grand. Quite interested to have a look because the 1st day celebration already left me in awe.

Saw a couple of friends who are not that smooth in their love life and somehow I feel glad that I'm single. While, they are trying to figure out the problems with their the other-half, I'm able to do things that I like. I always feel that I'm too independent to get involved in relationships, too independent that I can give my other-half complete freedom. I don't like to restrain people because I don't want people to do the same thing to me. I hate it when I have to tell whom it might concern where will I be or who I'm with. I hate talking on telephone for 3hours because I feel that it's a waste of time unless the person really needs a listening ear.

My cousin once told me not to be so independent but it's being forced out of me, I have to be one in order to lessen my mom's worries. To me now, nothing is more important than studies. Even if I have to choose my life again, I will choose the same old path but with lesser unhappiness in my life.

I'm contented with who I am and what I have.

Yawnz!

Went to watch "New Police Story" with my mom, a very gd movie which I'll rate 5/5. Maybe it's because I've always love movies from JCE that's why I rate it so high, there's quite a number of funny scenes and of course action. Think the big dif u can see from this movie as compared to the past movies is JC broke down in tears a number of times in the movie. I feel that he kinda over did it, well maybe it suits the scene who knows? But something which really gives me a lot of question marks is girls who cry so loud as if nobody business. Helo! U girls are watching movie and obviously everything is fake so don't cry so loud that I also felt the embarassment for you. I don't mean that you can't cry whilst watching movie, just don't cry so loud as if someone just died.

On the way back home, I thought I saw someone I knew on the bus. Can't really see properly because didn't had my specs on. My eyesight is getting worst because of the dear SIP, need to get my contact lens soon.

my 1st freedom day..

Down with flu again, argh.. Don' t know what's wrong with my nose, feel kinda irritated to be down with flu for so many times within a month.

Went back to school to pass up my sip report today and out of the sudden feel like a stranger in the campus. Also, first time in my life in TP I request to reset my password for the labs because I've forgotten what the one I used before. Went to Biz Park for lunch with Weilin then went to expo for the Robinsons' Sale. Bought another pair of shoes, hehe my 2nd pair this week and my 1st pair was bought the day before. Really spend money like water, I really think I need to constraint myself to splurge any further.

Report due!

OMG! It's like how many donkey days since I last blogged. Been trying to finish up me darling sip report and finally I'm done! hehe.. happy like there's no tomorrow.

My last day on saturday was just lika a food fiesta, birthday cake, food from old chang kee and lots of snacks to eat. Kenneth gave me a farewell gift before I leave the centre, kind of nice of him to be so thoughtful. BUT kenneth can you stop harrassing me any further! Said goodbyes to all my darlings at the centre, surprisingly I really got no feeling towards my last day of work except that my face is kinda red for the day and I have no reason why.

Spend my sunday, monday and today to finish up my report. So glad that it's over, maybe they should allow students to write their reports in their 2nd language. At least it's beneficial for me because I will have more vocabs to use instead of having to search the thesaurus. Anyway, I'm not living in Taiwan or China so too bad I HAVE to write in english.

Went shopping with Weilin today and I spent $85 in just 5 hours. Cool, it's really been a long long time since I splure around. Saw the bag I wanted at topshop but it costs $46, though I love it very much but I wouldn't spend $46 on a canvas bag. Hopefully I can get a similar and also much cheaper one from bugis.

last 24hrs..

Wanted to blog eversince Wednesday, but I'm just kinda lazy and really not in the mood to type. Had a busy week, did lots of filling, teaching, handling irritating parents and lots of admin work. Trying to teach the new girl whatever I could before I leave, but I just can't finish teaching her everything especially on computer skills. Because I really don't know how to teach, can't expect me to go like: if you want to print please go File->Print->Ok, this really looks so stupid. Was suppose to finish the brochure for Dec Hols long time ago but got held up as need to teach the new girl things.

Bimbo came down to the centre today and as usual we are bitching about everything under the sun and moon especially on the *ahem* and *ahem*. Haha.. and heard about the lamest joke about the "fat lard". Girl, you really blown me away with that lard. Haha.. Got a free ride from her, thanks for the ride girl. At least I'm not horrified by your driving skills, so don't worry. Hehe..

Was preparing the letter for the trip to snow city, missed the excursion when I was in secondary school. When we got to snow city, all of us were like mad fellows queing up for the 3-storey slope ride. Haha.. I still can't believe that I did that. Then start throwing snow at each other like nuts, think we really kinda "mountain turtle" but it really was very fun.