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There goes my trust.. Tuesday, August 24, 2004 11:21 AM I don't know why people can break their promises just like that, don't they understand how other people place their trust and hopes on them? I really can't get it neither can I accept it. Haiz, what to do.. If I was informed of this news long ago, I'll blew up but don't why I din even have any reaction to it. Maybe I'm sick of all this nonsence and betrayal of trust thingy. I give up on all those funny stuff and just do watever i should be doing instead of getting pissed off. One of my grp mates decided to pull off from the FYP group, yes I'm angry but more to disappointment. I don't know why things just change like that, I'm pretty sad also. I thought I would start the "!*$%#$*" session when I heard that news however anger does not take over me instead disappointment does. Maybe it's just not meant to be and perhaps I should just pretend nth happens. That should make my life simpler and easier.
Time really flies, SIP is ending soon and Fyp is starting. My SAT test date is approaching also, 6th Nov just a day b4 my bdae. So Sianz.. haf to chiong bk until the eve of my bdae. Left only about a week + b4 my php system due, stress man. I've got so many things to change and code but I really dun1 to extend the deadline any further bcoz I'm so sick of it and I dreaded it soooooo much. I'm behaving like a zombie ever since I came back from my uncle's funeral, think is bcoz I seriously lack of sleep. Ytd din even bother to talk, I just nod and shake my head. Quite lucky also, bcoz there's no parents coming in and no enquiries call. Now still feel like a zombie but at least I try to talk. My dear manager is coming to work late just like ytd. Why? I don't know, don't even bother to know or shld say nt interested to know. |