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Don't want to know, don't wish to know.. Saturday, August 28, 2004 9:48 PM Tired, very tired, damn tired, super tired, freaking tired, god damn tired!
Enough of that stupid word, this week is like living hell for me. Don't ask me what on earth happened because I don't even want to even think of it. I was on the verge of blewing up but I didn't and felt soooo stupid and dumb. The only sentence to describe all this is: "Stupid people, idiotic acts, unreasonable people and cannot make it behaviour." Today was quite irritated by the deary boy. Ok, not quite but very because he chose the wrong time to disturb me. But still, I have to apologise to him because I told him to "fxxxed off" after being irritated. I'm not p.m.s-ing if someone is thinking of that as my tolerance level is hitting the limit soon that's why I'm behaving like this. Today is such a bad day that I guess the kids think that this nice "jie-jie" becomes a devil in a very short period of time. Yeah, first time in my life I've lectured soo many kids at one go. Trust me, it doesn't feels good. In fact, it's terrible. Think that one of the kid was quite startled when I scolded the boys for running to the toilet without taking into consideration their safety. Think really must think of a way to somehow let go of all the anger inside me otherwise the kids really will suffer. Haha, I think have to give them ice-cream next Saturday to compensate them. And lets pray the nice and easy-going "jie-jie" will be back by then. Suddenly, miss school and all my friends so much. We are always having fun even when we are chiong for projects, tests or exams. I want to go back to school!! *weeps* Feel so sick and tired coding for the system, 1001 loopholes and a zillion errors for me to solve. I no longer can feel the motivation in me, can someone kindly give me the energy or motivation to move on? I will appreciate your help, really pls help me! |